What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'cause I got time while she got freedom
'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days are some of my worst,
She'll find a man and a man who's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say that things happen for a reason
But no wise word's gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even ohhhh
And what am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to piecesx3
I'm still alive but the other one's leaving
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
you took the suitcase - I took the blame
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
Oh cause you left me with no love in order to remain
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break no it don't break no it don't break even

And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even
And what am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
I'm falling to pieces x3
I'm still alive but the other one's leaving.
I'm falling to pieces
'Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Oh it don't break even no, it don't break even no
It don't break even no

militan kecil

peuw2 peuw2....boooom
bunyi tembakan..huh
bosan betul suara kanak 4 orang x cukup umur nieh..
x habis2 men perang2..pastu sakit..pastu gaduh..pastu nangis. huh

dikala jeles ngn tingkah laku anak sdara yg cm bes er main perang2.
kucapai seurat getah gelang...
kususun jari jemari,,,ssapppp...

aduhhhh....anak sdara ku si bulat mengaduh.

hehehhe
telah kulastik perut beliau...
ak tersengeh melihat si bulat mengosok2 perut beliau menahan kepedihan.
disebalik sofa, lagak seorang askar yg sedang berlindung, beliau diam..

ak tersengeh lagi ditengah ruang tamu, mengadap lappy.
dalam hati.."huh..kartun pengganas mane lar yg anak sdara ak ni tgk ni..hehe"

tetiba..suara ala2 wonderpet...
'abang!!!!! pakbusu lancarkan perang!!!!'
'mari kita serang pakbusu'

ak buat selamba..duk mengadap article badak sumbu kt wiki yg sepatut er anak sdara ak yg baca...

si abang mengetuai serangan, si bulat pembekal senapang(getah gelang), si pendek front line nye division, si kakak ..erk..pukul curi. huh..

tetiba yg td duk gaduh2 dh bersatu ..n melancarkn serangan terhadap pakbusu tersyg..huh
ak wt x tahu..
sssapp, ssaaap, ssaasp,
beberapa tembakan telah dilepaskn kebelakang ak yg sedang menirap..
ak wt2 cool..

dan lg..

dan lg beberapa tembakan padu hingap dibelakg ku..

ok. ak mengambil seutas getah gelang..kusimpul hujungnya..

aku aim...baik punya..zass..ssspp..bulleyes..

hinggap dibontot si abang..abang tarik muka masam,


lg 1...zass..ku lastik perut si pendek yg berselindung sebalik dinding..tp perut terkeluar coz buncit..hahahhaha.....lg 1 menggosok perut..

kucapai lg seutas..ku aim...bersaksikan abang dan kakak serta pendek.
aku mengacukan tembakan padu kearah si bulat,yg semakin radikal...
kutarik sekuat hati...zasss..zap....x kena si bulat.

si abang bertanya..mana getah td pakbusu?
tu...ak menuding jari kearah yg aku pn x tau..

hahah

ak berlagak cool lg..mata dh berair..idung pn berair..getah yg ak tarik sekuat hati td sbnr er dh putus..n kena kt mata ak..huhhuhu

sakit wo....huhuhu..pagi td kena..skunk pn x hilang merah..n sakit..rasa berpasir, hadui...x caye? cuba lastik bebola mata korang..huhhhuh..

moral...men elok2 ngn anak sdara..huuuu

kene marah!!!

disebab kn lame dh x update blog ni...so ngn senang hati er ak update ngn suka hati ak.

bile last ak kene marah ngn parents ak eh...erk
dh lame sgt kot....
hahhah

tp ad satu kali ni ak kene marah. ak x tau lak nape ak kene marah.

cite die cmni..

pada suatu pagi yg cerah n ntyaman...ak bangun tido...
mak ak suh ak g mandi.

pakai baju skool warna pink.(pengawas)

mak ak lak tiup susu yg die baru bancuh bg sejuk.
ak duduk je kt tepi mak ak sambil pakai stoking.
tungu susu tu sejuk. nk minum cepat2.

semangat nk g skool r katakan.

bile dh minum susu.
ak pn pakai kasut.

dh siap tu, baca doa.
abes je doa ak salam mak ak n kis pipi die.

pastu ak terus turun 3 anak tanga umah
n nek moto ngn ayah ak yg dh lame tungu kt tanah.

ayah ak pn bawak r ak sampi sekolah.
dekat er...dalam 1.5km jew.

sampi je kt dpn skool. ak turun moto.
salam ayah ak. cium tangan die...

n pusing. baru je nak melangkah...

adoi..ak pusing balik..

'erk...ayahhhhh..beg skool tertinggal kt umah'

pastu ayah ak marah.....

nape tah. heheheh

t F word-FUCK

Why Fuck is the Best Word in the English Language...
by Who the Fuck Knows

Perhaps one of the most interesting and colorful words in the English language today is the word "fuck".

It is a magical word which, just by its sound can describe pain, pleasure, love, and hate. In language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories.

It can be used as a verb both transitive (John fucked Mary) and intransitive (Mary was fucked by John).

It can be an action verb (John really gives a fuck),

a passive verb (Mary really doesn't give a fuck),

and adverb (Mary is fucking interested in John),

or as a noun (Mary is a terrific fuck).

It can also be used as an interjection (Fuck! I'm late for my date with Mary).

It can even be used as a conjunction (Mary is easy, fuck she's also stupid).

As you can see there are very few words with the overall versatility of the word fuck.

Aside from its sexual connotations, this word can be used to describe many situations:

1. Greetings........."How the fuck are ya?"

2. Fraud..............."I got fucked by the car dealer."

3. Resignation......."Oh, fuck it!"

4. Trouble............."I guess I'm fucked now."

5. Aggression........."Fuck you!"

6. Disgust................"Fuck me."

7. Confusion............." What the fuck....?"

8. Displeasure............"Fucking shit man..."

9. Lost........................"Where the fuck are we?"

10.Disbelief..............."Unfuckingbelievable!"

11.Retaliation............."Up your fucking ass!"

12. Apathy................."Who really gives a fuck?"

13. Suspicion............."Who the fuck are you?"

14. Directions.............."Fuck off."

It can be maternal........"Motherfucker!"

It can be used to tell time......."It's four fucking twenty!"

It can be used as an anatomical description............."He's a fucking asshole."

Lastly, it has been used by many notable people throughout history:

"What the fuck was that?" -Mayor of Hiroshima

"That's not a real fucking gun." -John Lennon

"Where the fuck is all this water coming from?" -Captain of the Titanic

"Who the fuck is gonna find out?" -Richard Nixon

"Heads are gonna fucking roll." -Anne Boleyn

"Any fucking idiot could answer that." -Albert Einstein

"It does so fucking look like her!" -Picasso

"You want what on the fucking ceiling?" -Michaelangelo

"Fuck a duck." -Walt Disney

"Houston, we have a big fucking problem." - The crew of Apollo 13

50 Ways 2 Make A Girl Smile...

50 Ways 2 Make A Girl Smile...When She Is Having A Bad Day Or Just Because She Is Your Girl... Believe Me She's Worth It:..

1. Tell her she is beautiful...she may deny she is, but she loves to hear it from you anyway.

2. Hold her hand at any moment (While Ur Walking) . . . even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind..Like When She Is Just Standing There. (hold her as long as possible)

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :):)

6. Don't go hang out with your ex or another girl that is crushin on you when shes not with you,
you might not relize how badly it hurts her. :(

7. If you are talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend. . . it feels nice doesn't it?

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up and flirt with her! (she loves it, even if she says put me down)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't
like it

13. Make her laugh ;)

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a STUFFED ANIMAL(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),
JEWELRY (she'll treasure it forever),
and one of his T-SHIRTS(she'll most likely wear it to bed)
or sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!!
and SURPRISE Her with flowers or something special occasionally.. that will make her smile.. ;)

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when
you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the Rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. Listen To Her When She Talks To You

24. Remember her birthday and get her something,
even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it
means all
the world to HER.


25. When she gives you a present on your
birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her
you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may
not seem
like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think
you don't
care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.
Girls
don't necessarily have to have hour long
conversations
every night but its nice for us to hear your voice
even for a
quick "hello."

27. Give her what she wants...as long as it's reasonable! gah!

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the most.

29. Don't flirt with her friends or your friends that are girls cause
she'll feel left out and it might make her feel as though u have to find affection somewhere else. (ps- make sure others Know that u are HER boyfriend!)

30.hang out with her whenever you are free and u
should feel free to hang with your girl friend anytime the time

31.If u care about her...please... SHOW her!

32.DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING!

33.When She Is Upset..Hold Her Tight (Tell Her How Much She Means To U)

34. Give Her Piggy Back Rides.

35.Be a Gentlemen (Hold the door for her)

36. Kiss Her On The Forehead.

37. Express That You Miss Her When You Are Apart.

38. Tell her she is the Only One For You..

39. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.

40. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

41. Sit in the park and just talk to her

42. Look her in the eyes and smile

43. Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants

44. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang
with your girlfriend all the time

45. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

46. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

47. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.

48. Carve your names into a Tree.

49. Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

50. Call her sweety. (not baby)

buang masa

erk...khs utk bro aku je entry nieh...

acik...org pg mancing lg... ni ikan eh...


mcm biase...nasik ikan2 yg dipancing akn berakhir dengan aman dalam perut.
erk..kawan2 yg rase nk g mancing ikan nieh...












Scientific classification
Kingdom: Animalia
Phylum: Chordata
Class: Actinopterygii
Order: Perciformes
Family: Cichlidae

Peacock bass
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Peacock bass
Genus: Cichla
Peacock bass is the common name in English for a group of closely related species of tropical, freshwater fish of the genus Cichla, native to the Amazon River basin of South America. They also inhabit the waters of Colombia, the Dominican Republic, Malaysia, Panama, Singapore, Venezuela and parts of the United States (Guam, Florida, Puerto Rico, Hawaii, and the United States Virgin Islands). Despite their name, these fish are not basses, but rather cichlids.
Taxonomic and common names

There are 15 known species of peacock bass and two more that ichthyologists have yet to name. Their common names vary greatly depending on the country, region, stage of development and local anglers. Below is a complete list of the taxonomic, binomial names for these cichlids along with four English common names.[1]
Cichla intermedia (royal peacock bass)
Cichla jariina
Cichla kelberi
Cichla monoculus
Cichla melaniae
Cichla mirianae
Cichla nigromaculata
Cichla ocellaris (butterfly peacock bass)
Cichla orinocensis
Cichla pinima
Cichla piquiti
Cichla pleiozona
Cichla temensis (speckled peacock bass but three-barred peacock bass while spawning)
Cichla thyrorus
Cichla vazzoleri
The two species without taxonomic names are the Rio Travessao peacock bass and Rio Paru peacock bass.
There are many common names for these fish in Brazil, the country of their largest native region. The most popular of these is tucunaré (too-coo-nah-REH). In Spanish, the generic common name for these cichlids is pavόn (pah-VON).

Conservation status

The IUCN has never investigated the conservation status of any peacock bass species. Therefore they do not appear on its red list. Currently, there are no reports of any peacock bass species being endangered.

Physical traits

The speckled peacock bass is the largest species and can grow up to 100 centimeters (three feet, four inches) in length. The royal peacock bass is the smallest and grows to a maximum length of 55 centimeters (one foot, 10 inches). Also, most display three wide vertical stripes on their bodies and a spot on their tail fins that resembles the eyes on a peacock's tail feathers -- a feature which resulted in their English and Spanish common names. In addition, all adult males have a pronounced hump on their foreheads. Other physical traits can vary greatly depending on the species, individual and stage of development. These include but are not limited to: dark rosettes instead of stripes, light speckles and impressive shades of bright green, orange, blue and gold. The stripes, however, tend to fade in late adulthood.

Valued as gamefish


Sport fishermen have made these cichlids prized game fish for their fighting qualities, so much so that many travel agencies now arrange fishing trips to Brazil and Florida specifically to catch peacock bass.
Renowned American peacock bass fisherman and fishing author, Larry Larsen, refers to them as "freshwater bullies" due to their ferocious nature when hunting and their tendency to damage and sometimes destroy fishing gear when striking. Also, the most common techniques for catching them are similar to those for catching largemouth bass with the notable exception that peacock bass usually won't strike artificial worms -- a widely used lure among largemouth bass fisherman. In addition, fly fishing techniques, including lures such as poppers and large streamers, are becoming increasingly popular for catching these cichlids.
Despite their popularity among anglers, some naturalists have identified peacock bass as potential pests for causing ecological imbalances in some of their introduced areas.

Invasive species

Peacock bass introduction in the Rosana Reservoir and upper Paraná River, both in Brazil, resulted in a 95 percent decline in native fish density and 80 percent decline in richness in only two years.
Few measures can protect native fish once peacock bass have been introduced: reduction in native species richness in lakes with introduced peacock bass was observed in all areas of each lake regardless of the presence of macrophyte refugia.After initial increase in abundance, introduced peacock bass often deplete local prey and resort to cannibalism.

ak pelik....

huhuhuh
ap yg dh jadi kt dunia..
harini mak ak kemas bilik ak....
he2

sesuatu yg julung kali dilakukn
n ak masih berfikr mengunkn kepala otak ak yg penin ini
n tertnye mngapa...

setiba er ak kt umah pagi kelmarin
byk yg agak pelik berlaku,,,,
nape eh?
he2
tah

tp yg pasti agak membahagiakn ak....
tq my beloved parents,,,,,,

its me

im start to hate my very own blog
very ... empty as my heart,
so plain as my mind.
so
this blog is me
n i start to hate my self as i hate my own blog............

serabut

nape ak rase serabut?
ha2
tah x tau.

td ad kawan ak ckp....
blog nieh mcm... tah
tp ad lg sorg ckp
awsome!

huh
ak x tau r ap yg awsme
ha2

harini byk interaksi ngan kengkawan
bes x ayat interaksi tu?

n agak best
coz x best
erk... tah

ad sorg tu td...
die ckp "otak ok, tp jiwa kacau"
n ungkapan tu khas tuk ak'
ap maksud er tu?
ha2

ak bosn ......

harini dalam sejarah
ak malas
esok quiz
tp malas gak
ak x tau r ap ak nk jadi
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
moody jew
mate lak ngantuk er

agak2 ap r yg ble wt ak ni rajin tuk study
jiwe kacau jew
nape erh
sume rase kosong
mybe coz kurang solat kot
ha2

ak nk tnye....
parent korg col korg brape kali 1mingu?
ha2
nape ak x org col eh?
ak duk dlm dunia sndiri eh? n x owg len
huh
hampeh
ni pn ak x tau nape.....

awek lak ngajuk ag
lg n lagi
please
nape eh?
ak busy
ak x wt pew pn
just lupe nk reply m8
tp kalo ak pn ak marh
ha2
nape?
tah x tau......

ak nk wat lesen rrrrr\
n nk kenderaan yg bermotor....
nape eh ak nak?
mybe coz...
tah, x tau gak.
coz nk g kuliah ok je jln kaki.
hurm nk g taman maju kot.
tp tu bukn part of purpose ak kt sini....
so ak x tau....

hurm sape yg tau
bg r tau ap yg ak x tau

T a k TAHU

ak pn x tau nape ak wt mnatg nieh.....

hurm ...

mybe

coz kt sini ak x kawan kot @ ak yg x berkawn

just duduk ngadap menatg nieh,

tp ok gak

coz byk bende ak nk cite

tp kbaykn er x layak ak cite kt kanak kt utp nieh

coz ni just cite sal diri ak,

yg ak sendiri pn x kenal

sape leh bg tau ak sape ak?

huhuhuhuh

tp org len ak lg x kenal

coz ak x kesah sgt

maksud eh....

hurm lantk korg r nk wt pe...

janjji x nyusahkn hati, perasaan jiwa dan jantung ak

pe2 pn nk 1st time ak menaip kt sini

ha2

x tau r len kali ad mase x nk munulis lg